Disarray Feelings

I'm so ***ed up right now i'm crying on the bathroom tub, releasing out the sting that keeps my heart in agony. I'm so far gone from this reality in the dark, shadows, my heart feeling unrealistic, imma mess and i feel like don't belong here. Still your pounding on my chest, with your words like a ape, slicing away at this bleeding heart, that still see you needling at it with your figure tips. Laughing and saying your feelings are at disarray.