The MS black hole

The MS black hole It's multi faceted It feels like a spiral Have I collided? First there's the pain Coming from every angle Then there's fatigue Making me fragile The vision loss Is a literal hole I now have the eyes Of an elderly mole The endless appointments Are a spinning mess Yet we're not moving forward Is it some kind of test? And as for options I've not seen any All because it's A postcode lottery The sensations are confusing Coming thick and fast Or replaced with numbness That's the scariest part My life is going And I don't feel in control But I'm learning through it To hold onto the pole I'll go where it goes This MS black hole There's light at the end I know that in my soul