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They arrived
Silently killed me
Came from above me
As I slept
They would tear sheets
Compare cries of sleet
Soul was crushed
Mind tormented for over 30 years
Could it really be?
Was I really abused?
How can these memories have been hidden for so long
Suppression
Oppression of other selves to protect
Words can not tame the pain
Knowing the abuse was real
And now the moments replay in my brain
How could God let it happen
Why would He let it happen
For what ultimate divine purpose, was it allowed?
Condemnation from infancy
Now grown man, commander in Gods infantry
Revolutionary with infinite mind militancy
Speaking divinity with much diligence
Entrance of Satan - at my birth
Suppose I was a cursed seed
My father planted the weed
Watered into corruption
Grown to become a multiple personality monster
Now, now I know why!
Wait, I feel weak
Nauseous and anxious
Slight incoherency
Blurry vision
Faint
Vivid pictures
My mind does paint
My present, is now tainted
I awaken
Body shaken
It was just dream…
.. Or was it? I can’t tell anymore!
SkTzO
