THE WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN

How are you?
Does life ever treat you good?
I heard you’re happy now?
Will, good for you,
But will you answer me this time?
 
Why did you left me hanging?
Was that really unintentional?
Or you haven’t love me at all.
 
Why didn’t you reach out all these years?
Do you really believe it was over?
Or you’re not just interested.
 
How about those letters I sent you?
I haven’t receive any response,
I wonder if you keep them till now?
Or you burnt them,
Like what I did with your letters to me.
 
How about the promise we made?
Do you still remember that?
Or you’re too happy to even revisit it in your head.
 
Did you ever know that you leave the biggest scar in my heart?
YES YOU DID.
For the longest time you made me worthless and unloved.
Can you picture that?
Or you don’t give a damn anymore.
 
You’re a good man, no doubt about that.
But part of me will always believe,
That you’re the weakest man I know,
Because you weren’t able to fight for me,
And for the love we once had.
Are you going to counter that?
Or you’re too over with the past,
That it never mattered to you, not even a single dot.
 
Will you give me the closure that I so deserved?
Or nevermind, the idea doesn’t appeal to you anymore.
I just wish you won’t experience how it feels like,
…to be left in the air,
…to constantly question yourself, about the why’s, the how’s, and the damn what if’s!
 
Don’t worry, this is just a passing by.
I won’t beg for the answers,
Nor want you to revisit with me the past.
But just incase, you feel the urge to talk things out.
FIND ME…when you’re ready.