The Break-up.

You romance me for a day...
Then drop me off again 
until you're ready for me.
What am I supposed to keep doing with that.

Letting Love live, 
would be exploring our moments, 
tackling obstacles together..
but instead you choose to keep fighting separate. 
Living in your own reality 
leaving me out in the cold Alone
..waiting for you to return to me again. 

The pills I've swallowed chasing our love 
has been the best -most -sweetest unLeveled 
reality I've ever had. 
This was new for me too, but I embraced it.
Fell forward in a Love 
I imagined so many nights to be my forever.. 

But you just kept leaving me to pick up my own shattered pieces of my heart. 

I want my Heart Back..

... I just can't endure anymore pain. I'm sorry.