More memories than Dreams

Who might I've become had I hung around a little longer. Never experienced the mistakes that made me stronger.If I stayed in that spot, in that box would I regret it now? Would I have learned to swim or have drown? If I was a afraid to go farther than my eyes could see ,and couldn't proceed without the familiar,who might I be? If I based my future off my past,relationships on people who didnt last,would I be living in a sitcome; same script same cast? My only fear is to have more dreams than memories.