Just Awakened

Taking me there

Where foreplay was words that played 
And deep dips 
Were mind flips 
Sweet sips 
Into the morning bliss 
From the pleasure cup 
That runs over with joy

Can I tell you more?

Going back into a moment in time 
When my mind shy from the stimulation 
Of the natural behavior that stirred the adrenalin 
Into combustible fixations 

Craving a spurt of ... something

Facing the sunrise and the sunset 
Not feeling fatigued 
Just pleased

To love freely 
Give willingly 
Just because 
It felt right

I've grown

I had thought I was recovering from a 
hypnotic state 
But 
This was false 
I was never spellbound 
Or hypnotized

.......Just awakened