Stupid Girl

By the time I was 27

He’d made a fool of me

I was only left with his memories

Left trying to retrace the journey I took too deep

Find the footstep that made me trip over my ***ing feet.

 

I loved that man, but he didn’t give a damn

I loved that man, now I’m just thinking like…damn

 

He pulled heart string after heart string

My tears didn’t mean a thing

They slid down my face

A reflection of misery and pain

More like a B12 shot for him

Pumping energy through his veins

 

Ohh, he charged up---all the while draining me

Arguing with es

And usually I aint with this

But jealousy….

Has this way of ***ing with you

Emotionally.

 

So four years later

I’m in competition with Tay, Julia, Chelsea, Samira, and Kayla

This aint right!

I’m tired of putting up a fight

Just to win another long night

Of arguments….about when you was gone, out at the bar too long

You, you were ***ed up though, right?

So “Your homeboy drove you home!”

 

Yea, I know…

This is the same tired story you’ve told before

So let me do us a favor

Let’s have a toast to goodbye

Don’t worry, there won’t be any tears

I stopped letting s make me cry

 

You’re like a shade to my flower

While loving you, I can never grow

Finally found the strength to

LET GOD AND LET GO