Hell will be my home for eternity no escape for my soul it belongs with those of evil attentions that lived a false life no longing to Gods true love only to be fed by demons of dark . My soul fights for God but soon it will be led into shadows who hunger destruction complete annihilation for anything standing a sign of love. No love No cherishing No family there will be no heaven sent message for me I am weak to sin consciously and physically soon I will succumb to death what waits as I pass will devour me whole . Darkness pain shall be my love cherish family for eternity in hell . Bloodshed will be a familiar face when they come to rip me apart never to stop only to continue this rampant devouring of my body and soul this is my life for eternity . This world isnt mine even if I was born here normal is a fantasy to me .