what is love ?

If you're telling me u love me then you need to show it . i shouldn't have to ask questions for me to know it . Im sure any man will ensure the one he loves is always happy and satisfied or will at least try, i mean im trying to search you to find that honesty in your words when you say "i love you" .I just want your "i do" to be true when its time to seal our bond . Love from me is not a game , but yes it can be fun. The pictures we take can capture every moment ,and the faces we make can expose all emotions . i want to blame myself for believing in your love . i thought your passion was pure like a dove, but now i see it was me who dug the hole in my soul trying to give you a spot within me . I do not know love . That i will admit , because so far i haven't met anyone who can show me different. Not even my father , ohh who i love soo much was the first And only man to break my heart . Not even he can show me the only thing i want soo much.  Everytime i encounter the thought of what is love .. Tears poor from eyes as i can only visualize what it is that i want. I dry them from time to time , fighting that hurt feeling i get . I just want to be loved soo much , i work hard hoping that one day i will be blessed with a husband who will do just that and children who i can always love and never be wrong for it. Dear lord i trust in you , for my time will come . i am learning that everyone i meet may not be the one ! -quanna.H