Role

I would like to know what mjy role is in this life, I'm mired in trying to understand the physical and undestand the spiritual. 

Scrapped my elbow across the floor and crawled to my next opportunity, out of breath and not necessarily close to death but close to something else.

I turned into vapor and mist and then recomposed and that exposed me to something else, it could have been a higher purpose. 

I just still havent figured out what my purpose is.