Ashamed.
Seeking validation
forgetting to just Live
And breathe.
The chaos has tried to consume me.
I refuse to let it drown me
in its everlasting friction.
As I'm Admitting my faults to what I thought was Loves', addiction.
Memories have faded
but the linger of hope remains.
It's like that part of the paper
That the eraser can't get
It's too deep; there is no permanent fix.
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There are no words for Exactly how I feel.
It was just thoughts I decided to express.
If Only, sometimes .... I could understand Myself.

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Beautiful write my sista! I understand you sentiment for I have felt that way many times!!!
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Beautiful write my sista! I understand your sentiment for I have felt that way many times!!!
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Poignant penning.....thanks for sharing....I can relate....ONE
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@DeeliteNMe Thank you Thank you!!!! I am elated every time I see that someone relates to me. I swear sometimes, I feel alone in these crazed feelings of mine. Much Love.
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@2b2b2 Thank you!!!!! I appreciate the compliment and happy to hear it's relatable.
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Excellent write.
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@latin_lover thank you! 💙
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Very nice...
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Very nice
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