Walking Contradiction

My feelings run so deep; though its so hard for them to surface.

My heart is so full, though there is no room for those emotions on my face.         

Ive always written much better than i spoken.. always seemed colder than I really am.

Ice queen ... residing in the grassy planes of the Sharanghetti ... a walking contradiction seems to be what ive always been.

But you, Sir, are in my heart... Just because it gets cold in here from time to time dosent mean your still outside.

And my silence when your angry dosent mean that i dont care... it simply means you've won... or maybe that your feelings mean more to me than this disagreement... or maybe that im to proud to say that im in agreement.

In those silent spaces between my words are where my heart says the most...

Love and humillity... the two emotions i struggle with accepting the most.