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If I could write
I would recite
Every poem from
Shakespeare, and Poe
Instead I’ll resort to madness
Sit back and listen
I’m letting my anger flowHere I go!
You need to know
That tonight,
I signed my name on the
Dotted line
With that I’ve resigned my position
Call it providing my disposition
You sunk that ship that
Carried the weight
Of a friendship so great
I never thought it could happen
You gave me faith
In the hate I had hidden away
The decades of separation
Must have convinced me
That I changed
F*** you!
I’m back with a rage
Ready to lay out your s***
Never mind the script
That you made
I’ve already memorized the bull****
You claimed!
Don’t assume I need fame
It’s your own filth
That’s engrained with betray
How could you say
That you’re blessed?
Casually walk around
Like a mess
Using your words to impress
Wearing your mask
In the face of your friends
B****
I’m not blind-
I knew that you had to pretend!
You’re telling me
I wasted my time
Well in my mind
That’s a cardinal sin!
I’d find a scripture
Pray to the god
You wish would
Come to your rescue
I see you’ve abandoned your faith
Looks like the devil is back
He’s talking about death
There’s no place
For your escape
Doesn’t it feel as if
You’ve been locked
In a cage?
You laughed
When you were confronted
Continued when your
Behavior was unwanted
Taunted the demon
Growing inside of my soul
B****
I’m taking you to hell with me
Just thought you should know!
There’s a special place
Deep down in the darkness
Where evil can be traced
The fire is calling out your name
You should be forced
At your will
To be chained!
Slayed-
Along with your shame
Let me alter the pace
From here on out
I control this game
Thank you
For making the choice you did
You rather be high
Than have your kids!
Now I know
What I’m dealing with
Someone should have
Taught you
How to close your lips
Instead you opened your legs
Sold your body to sex
That way you’re set!
Took a 2nd step into
DSHS
To pick up your check
Cashed in your riches
To buy cigarettes
Its people like you
That I can’t shake
You call losing one child
Just a mistake!?
I tried to be the friend
That stood by your side until the end
But your recklessness
Put you back in the same predicament
Who really now
Should be in defense?
Long ago I crossed the line
To the other side
Picked up your broken pieces
While ignoring mine
I saved years of compassion
On your situation
Prayed heavily
That you wouldn’t
Have created
The son
You have now-
God had different plans
I guess-
Turns out
You’re not even a mother
You’re just like the rest!
Written by:
Desir'ee Chavez
