Drugged

Entangled in the sweet essence filled inside,

  As underneath the willed red sheets reside,

Chaotic tresses lay spiralled out,

Some turning and adjusting with an open mouth,

Pants, screams, and moans reach the heavens aloud

Thrust become stronger, more vulgar, more proud

Egos are stroked along the length of it

Legs wrapped tightly as beneath lies a rift "Please make me forget"

whispers inside her brain

Please I beg or I know I will go insane

And not beneath you, no not there

But in my present life the one you're unaware of

Hands that ghost over let's memories slip

Of broken promises, lies, and lifetime commitments

Strong embraces help remnants stay floated afar

While gasp are heard loudly with legs open ajar

Licked lips wet kisses go without a fight

Orgasm's pose as thoughts turning to white lights

I'm drugged without injection and instead with penetration

I'm high on not love but through your menstruations

No more lonely thoughts as long as I am here

No ties, no strings, or holding onto something dear

This way I can keep a distance

This way I'm free

This way I stay sated

Drugged up ignorantly