Clumsy

How clumsy of me; to sit straight up with attentive ears The vulnerably of giving what's missed Mistaken as misplaced. I liked this clumsy side of me Lopsided stumbles, a bit more reckless This constant fumble Definitely generous; mistaking kindness as guilt A sense of being misplaced How clumsy of you to drop something so precious When all along did you ever want it That sudden pain that wraps around your chest; manic A sudden throb that complicates the slightest of gesture How clumsy of me to misplace everything where I thought I would find it Again hoping sufficient in empathy How clumsy of me Rendered helpless Searching for sincere apology When in reality it was me   with unsteady tender