Timeline

 

This child was tamed to the heart beat of her mother

From strict discipline she grew tough

Nothing ever seemed good enough

At a young age she experimented with drugs

Her friends encouraged sex

But she turned away from something so unfamiliar

 

One day

She changed everything about herself

From her smile, to her attire.

She became wild

Exposing herself to freedom

Beyond the shelters of home.

 

She longed for excitement

Among places unknown

It wasn’t long before her parents caught the agenda she was fixated on

 

Her father was quick to teach her a lesson

With a painful whipping

The moment she dare embrace being a woman

 

Her pants once baggy turned tight

They painted her figure

Hugging her hips just right

She had everybody mesmerized

By her grace

She set the pace

Making her life the game

The gamble between good and bad

 

Still ridiculed for being an undercover slut

Her father screamed, while slapping her across the face

 

This time she had no patience, and could wait no longer

 

To get out of that place

 

This timeline grew to every adventure

Expanded every ounce of sin

Endured the ache, the pain and fulfillment of 

Love and drugs

To the utmost extreme

 

 

 

At eighteen she was raped

After that, she lost

All of her will.

All of her strength.

 

She became a mess

The relationship with her mother

Suffered 

While she hid 

Behind a mask

Terrified to grasp

Her own life again.

 

 

 

Each night she cried.

 

 

Several years later

She grew from the scars

But walked around with a hardened heart

Like evils daughter

She became the product

Of hate

The new generation age

Of America’s most wanted case

 

 

The man who raped her

Was left to walk away

He too, had children

 

She knew

He had to pay

 

So as the rage built a machine

Theory

The fury replaced the feelings of sorrow

She would make him sorry for ever existing

 

There was no resilience beneath the plan

At that moment

She lost herself

Maybe she could have escaped.

Instead, 

She didn’t move.

 

He held her down

He took

What she promised herself

She’d keep sacred

 

But he left her disgruntled 

And naked

 

That body was left behind

With the weak a** senseless s***

At the time 

Of her captivation

 

No longer waiting!

 

She is that woman with a grudge.  

Ready to blow that mother****er up ! ! !

 

 

 

Written by: Desir'ee Chavez