BestFriend

Did you know that I was in love with you No really Did you know I say did because this love has now become past tense So all I can do at this point is reminisce About us Well maybe not us because there has never been an us More like you and I or me and you always separate never together Mentally We became friends by default Connected on a level so deep that even when you weren't near me I could still feel your hand on my knee As you kissed me on the cheek Telling me things like best friend there's no you without me The times you called me on the phone just to say how's your day Or the times we would sit and laugh watching Martin and dancing like Kid and Play Cuddled on the sofa your head on my lap Running my fingers through your hair You seemed so relaxed The times we would lay and I would give myself to you Wake up the next day Reality times 2 I was in love with my best friend I thought that we were the exception to the rule You know men and women can't have sex and still be friends I guess that part was true The times you would call me and tell me about chick 1 or chick 2 How I would give you advice but inside I was crying Joking and laughing, tripping yet dying Laying with you at night but in the morning I would pretend Act like I didn't care To afraid to tell you how I feel Valuing your friendship I put you before me Then one day you called and took my hope from me 'I'm in love and I'm going to propose to her ' Were the words you spoke A moment of silence I lost my voice My heart sank into my stomach I said "Congratulations Best Friend"!! I wanted to tell you I needed you to know but what would I say "Please don't let her take you away" What if you didn't love me back our friendship would be ruined You didn't want me Years of friendship and you still couldn't see I loved you Why did you never love me back Not the kind of love that you have for your best friend but the love you have for your soul mate Two devine beings becoming one I wanted that with you Yet you only knew her for a few months and this is what you do What about me I have always been down with you I tried to make you see I wanted you I needed you I wish you would have saw me Not physically but mentally Look at me Stare into my eyes Feel my soul Best friend Best friend How could you not know I love you