i can't help but miss you ...

It hasn’t been long… about 5 and a half months maybe 6,

I cant help but miss you , 

your sweet voice, laugh, touch, your lips

When I think about you, I feel you all over me,

Reminiscing, of us kissing how powerful it used to be.

I still can feel, your arms around me, as we hug goodbye

I knew this moment would come,

Us…never speaking a word, …

WHY???

Allowing time to pass us by

MOVING ON…..

I cared; I can’t help but miss you

I will not miss the disrespect, hurt feelings , anger

With arguments.

I won’t miss wondering ,.........

 if you really care about me…..

As the distance killed me slowly inside, The fact that

I was feeling you I couldn’t hide

 and I still am…. Silence is golden.

I will hold my feelings inside ,Push them to the side and

Move on, with someone that wants me

I hold the truth in a small box in the corner of my heart .

I will tie it in a red ribbon , for no one to touch,

Hopefully we speak again, Until then,...

Deep down...

I can’t help but miss you .