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I’m in a world where I feel alone
I stay high as hell
Cause it keep me in a zone
Lying across my bed
Trying to clear my head
from this damn recession
It’s so bad that I find myself
spiraling into a deep depression
I have so much on my plate
That I’m surprised to be in the right mind state
My people turned their back on me
That hurt me deeply
It felt like salt to a wound
I find myself in this world dancing to my own tune
trying to find the right beat
That’ll keep me on my feet
Feeling like Tom Hanks, a cast away
In the ocean
Swimming in the sea of my emotions
My soul is in so much pain
Felt like I been hit by a hurricane
Tossing to and fro
Figuring out which way to go
Everybody expect me to be a saint
***’em cause I ain’t
I’m tired of trying to please everybody
No longer will I compromise how I feel
I can’t do the fake
Cause I’m too real
It’s time for me to be emotionally free
People may say that I’m rotten to the core
But I be damn if I deal with drama anymore
I don't care what you think about my attitude
Keep your opinions and comments to yourself
If you don’t want a feud.
