Something's different

Why should I be sorry for acting this way 

I did nothing you choose not to stay away 

I told you I was off I told you I was hurt

I told you, you'll never stay they all went away 

You said you were different 

You couldn't leave you'll miss all my kisses

I believed you, if they seen you they would too. 

Then one night moon was full and you decided to act a fool

You said chill ma everything's cool 

1 cup 2 cup 3 cup 4 that last cup had you on the floor

You still saying chill I'm screaming did you also take a pill

Breathing gets heavy, starting calling out help me

I'm stuck at this point can't just leave 

But I was left, hurt in pain on the begging god on my knees 

So I did what I know best I left, did what was done to me god forgive me but I didn't want another drugie.