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He said we not compatible after a year and a half,
I feel like that's a decision that can be decided fast. 
Why try to build more over a year,
When the truth was there I just didn't stare, nor felt to care the facts adding up to our present.

Everything he said hurt like a knife,
Fallen into a deep depression and its just *** my life,
I'm hurting, I'm crying, I'm feeling the pain. 
I'm thinking and dreaming and still the same,
I never knew I could love this deep. I thought this would be the man I keep,
He doesn't know how I feel for him...... my love is pure,
Maybe I'm not the woman he wants maybe I'm not mature. 
I did everything in my power to keep him sure,
Sure that he loved me, sure that we had a plan,
Sure that he would be the man to put the ring on my hand,
But he said we not compatible what kind of is that?
My time, my money, my memories, my name, my life.

I did it all for him. I took that charge for him. What's Bonnie without Clyde? My feelings I can't hide, my heart is on my sleeve and that cut me deep.

Past experiences changed who I've become,
It wasn't until recently I realized I've become one,
No longer had the two different sides to me,
I was just Shareese. Attitude, smartmouth to see. 
Nothing made me happy but the things that shouldn't,
Always been the one to do things I couldnt,
I met a man though and tried to change,
Guess he doesn't have enough patience as a chain.
A chain is sturdy and links together,
Thought our love will be at peace forever. 
He thinks he knows me but he knows none at all,
Its deeper then you think.....careful before you fall,
Didn't change in time, didn't give him what he needed, 
Some things are deep seated.  
He said he was my best friend thought he would understand,
Things take time, but not for a man.

Thought this was my year but my thoughts are now tears.
Took 4 losses in about two months.
I feel weak, I don't know who I am, where this begin, or how it will end. 
It would be so simple not to live, 
My love is something I don't want nobody else to have,
Im tired of relationships, tired of life, tired of my choices putting me in so much strife.
Why can't people show me real love? I feel played, delayed, betrayed, a clown portrayed. 
I saw the signs didn't want the truth.
Now I'm dead so we can call a truce. 

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