terrible father

i haven't seen my daughter in quite sometimes now its been a couple months i i could say the reason but it'll just sound like excuses i love my daughter honest to god i do it's hard for me to imagenine any good parent that wouldn't want to be in their child's life every second every minute i'm not able to spend with my daughter feels like i've been stabbed in the chest other family members of mine would love to see her and enjou my daughter her company and her smile especially my mom considering i did name my daughter after my very first sister who passed away it's really unfair but it's the situation that's really needs to change i just have to have my daughter in my life and i will no matter what that's why i'm training my body and conditioning my mind so that so that when the day comes to claim her she'll be with me her father