Grieve in darkness

Grief makes you want to blend in with darkness in mindless fixation Even welcome the evacuation of feeling 'cause that too is sensation Thoughts and images reeling Stewing in a cauldron of frustration This ... ...This ... This... Just ain't right. This ain't just, right? The universe got it wrong this time Universe - all just is this quiz WHY??? WHY??? That eternal query Whose answer stays buried Germinating confusion In flashes of illusion Nay but it is... Real conclusion. We lose some We had some Wasn't yours, um Give it back Time is up. Done. End of track. Run Run those tears that trapped in Those fears Run those tracks that trace All the years That are no more. Those tears that bore Through ducts of memories Holed up in store Eroding the core of gladness Fueling flames of madness This grief I have Just .. Let me blend in with this darkness .. . -Haakim Understanding 9/2016