My, Mine, Mind..

I have found all the flaws I hate about you

The way we converse and everything is always about you

Pain and regret is all you put me through

My conscience rewinds

Rewinds back to the lies

Back to the hasty decisions

Back when I did everything for you

But what did you do for me?

Say a couple of "I love you's"

And a bear hug or two

Made me think I was all you needed

But you went back to your way after a day or two

Because I wasn't with you

And to be honest, I don't think you gave a damn about me

My minor to major breakdowns

Yet, I had faith

That you'd come to save me

But all you worried about was "WHEN YOU GONE SEND ME MONEY"

"PLEASE HELP ME OUT BECAUSE YOU'RE MY RUBY"

- rough copy