The Reason I didn't Call

How many times have I cried myself to sleep

as you laid there right beside me

turned your phone so I couldn't see

in the middle of the night when you thought I was asleep

those days I craved your affection

but you were so cold

warm body next to me 

I needed your attention

should have been sexing me 

yet you turned your back on me so bold

the hours we stayed up and talked about change

I thought it was sincere how you spoke my name 

it was your priorities you had to rearrange

and put me back on top of the game

but that never happened

we are still bickering and battling 

back at it again

no change no progression

never taught us a lesson

we should be growing like adolescence

we should be showing each other why I deserve a ring