The Reason I Didn't Answer

I am not bitter I am not mad

nor am I cold

no I won't be sad

I just think it is time 

I give you some space

those words you said to me were like a slap in the face

and I resent them

but don't take them back

honesty is already something we lack 

and if that is how you feel 

I will hold my head and my tongue 

I need time to heal

So maybe I will wait for the day 

you say you want me back 

I can't guarantee I will be here

I am just warning you now 

so you don't have to wonder

I am okay I won't shed a tear

this is your blunder

remember when you didn't call

I waited up in fear

thinking you were with someone else all along 

when you should have been here

I am not an amateur 

I know when someone is playing games

and they are wrong

pointing fingers calling names

you know why I didn't answer.