Now...I don't give a ***!

i need to cum,
really, really bad
let go of the stress
that’s been bearing down
on my ass
can i get some help?
with this acne
that’s taken over my face
got a man but aint had none
in three months
he tells me i’m tripping

hisgone get replaced

when we first started dating
over a year ago
he needed me
three or four times
a week
andthat still wasn’t enough
but then he switched it
and wanted to called it
monogamy

you lost interest in me

and focused on success
left me waiting
for a break in your
schedule
sitting me on a shelf

pulling me down
only when necessary
you ignored my pleas
and my whining
to be touched
you said it’s all about me…

whatever!!!
now
i don’t give a ***

you say
“sex isn’t everything,
you know that i love you”

love is a word
not an actual act
love is just an emotion
(toya taught me that)

i need physical comfort
a touch here and there
a call over the phone midday
some sign that you still care

six months into this
i guess this is the real you
it’s just such a shame
i really liked you

thought i could let my guard down
thought i could have it all
my american dream

so sad ima have to put
you in a box
with the rest of my toys