Survivor. Not a Victim.

Survivor. Not a victim. That's what I am. I'm not ashamed of the fact that I have to say that. See I'm a good hearted person and make mistakes giving my heart away. So when you came around, I was open to giving you all of me. Fast forward to months in and my good heart begins to take a lot of blows. Along with the blows that my body, emotions, and mind took. Fast forward to finding out I'm pregnant. Yup kind hearted woman gets pregnant by cold hearted . 7 months pregnant and you haven't been anything but the devil. Social media attacks, abused on every level, and pre term labor. Now as I sit in this courtroom asking for protection from you it makes me sick to my stomach that I am bearing your son. It makes me feel like a damn fool for ever believing in you. But I also feel strong and determined. I'm not perfect but I'm a Survivor. I'm a mother. I'm Royalty. I'm Free.