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Growing up in and out of foster care since 3
I have literally waited my whole life to be free
Used to count down the days until I would reach 18
No more rules, no more orders, less responsibilities
Don’t have to keep the girls in check, just had to worry about me
Never stopped to think if there would be fees
Once released, it’s like this beast just came out from within
Anything I could touch or get into I did
Moved back home with my mom where the party never ends
New trends big brothers friends sneaky plans with dividends
A virgin I came after 8 months of playing with the lames
plus 9 more of blame games and reciting names
23 hours life giving and altering immense pain
A fresh 19 year old with a baby and a new set of goals I became
To take my first step I had to evolve
Look over to a mother I didn’t know
Promise myself I’d be the woman she had failed to show
