How Do I Love You

I love hard knowing that tomorrow could be my last day as well as it could be yours.

Apart of me says *** marriage

Because I simply, just want you now

Knowing that' it'll be okay

When I give you my heart

I trust that you'll protect it

But then I'll just be another girl that' wants you to herself

Knocking myself out the race

So I cut you off before I let you taste

And that's not what you're ready for

You want to find happiness

In the wrong place

Instead of rocking patiently with our God

You need time

Time to think

Time to love your inner King

How do I express myself without being overly dramatic

Without craving you

Without tweaking like a damn crack addict

How do I love you?

Without making you uncomfortable

Will you help me?

I want to show affection but not too much

And damn sure not too less

I want to do all the things you allow me to do without crossing the line

I wish I could say I wanna marry you cause you so damn fine... but that's not it

It's your capability to stand tall as a man.

I see you stand for something.

In hopes that you'll fall for me.

Your passion to want to love this imaginative woman, who may never exist

But your soul mate is inside me trying to figure out , "How do I love him?"

But every time I ask her...

She responds, "naturally.."

Bennie Ma Bintou.