Forever Tomorrow

I get so caught up in my emotions 
my mind over flowing 
with words that my mouth seem to never own 
My heart I built a wall around it
numbing my feelings for the moment 
Emotionless
Risk less, 
never do I want my heart ripped out of my chest again
By a man 
By a friend 
By my mother
By my father
Love is just a word without the action that follow 
I want one's heart I can have
not one's heart I can borrow 
The heart that will love me today and forever tomorrow