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Grey's Anatomy (my verison)
Laurent: Im Laurent Avery, tha youngest son of Dr.Kathriene
Avery, Grandson of tha infamous late Dr.Haper Avery and the youngest brother of Jackson Avery. Its been a long while since i've seen my mother since i've told her that i wasnt going to countiune to follow our family tradtion on being a doctor. I just didnt want to do that, made all straight As in school and everything I wanted to do what i wanted to do. Apparently to my mother i
disrespected tha family name. Im now 23 years old and a famous singer and
upcoming actor. been all over tha place, became well know all over. I was in
Seattle for my last concert of my tour, the only person i pretty much kept in
contact with was my older brother Jackson. had got ready to go see him at tha
hospital he works at. had on tan skinny jeans, a long sleeve v neck shirt,
black stacy adams, knight dragon letterman sweater, had my studs, watch and necklace
on. had my mushtuaes and goatee trim real nice, had my hair brushed finely into
a ponytail. was looking good as i can be, i got into tha limo and rode onto tha
hospital to see my bro. Got there couple minutes later got out and went inside.
as i came inside i looked around some of tha women workers grasp when they saw
me. they knew who i was. i went up to tha desk, n said "excuse me."
she looked up smirk as she checked me out n said "hi how may i help
u?" I smile "can u tell me where i might be able to find Jackson
Avery?" she said "may i ask whose asking." i ans "his
brother, Laurent Avery." a doctor heard me she looked at me n said "i
can take u to him." i looked at her n smile "thank you." i
followed her, tha woman who was taking me to Jackson was "Dr.Grey" we
got to tha floor he was on, saw him finishing up wit a patient. Dr.Grey said
"hey jackson, u have a guest." he looked n smirk when he saw me. I
walked up to him we hugged as i said "big bro." we looked at each other
he smile "hey, i almost forgot u was in town." we went down to tha
cafe grab som food, sat down with his co worker friends. while we was chilling,
one of his friends dr.yang ask "wait how did u ended up being a singer
considering ur family name?" i said "decided to do my own thing, our
mother sorta disown me when i told her i wasnt going to medical school."
after all that, me n Jackson walked around, i ask "how is mom doing
anyway?" he said "ah, u know tha same meddling overbearing
pushy." i laughed "still tha same, least she didnt try to hook u up
wit anyone." he said "she did that...twice." i said "oh
wow." he said "but she manged to get off my case now since she's been
dating this doctor." i said "who?" he ans"Brian Richards."
i ask "u mean tha old chief here?" he ans yep." i said "as
long he's treating her right im cool." Tha next day was chilling round at
tha hospital was going to sit in to watch Jackson do his surgrey. what i didnt
know was that mom was going to be here, ran into each other in tha lobby.
Jackson was about to walk right into it, but was pulled away by Dr.richards. he
was like "what are you doing?" he said "saving ur ass, ur mother
is here n right now ur brother n her bout to get in it." he peeked around
tha corner than moved back and said "this is not good at all." I
scared into my mother's eyes, was trying to control my breathing my left side
was starting to hurt again. she saw me held onto it tight. Then Dr.Baliey saved
me from her i walked with her, had whisper "thank u." she whisper
"no problem." after awhile i went to tha surgrey overlook room to
watch my brother do his work. i was sitting at tha top row, watching him then i
grasp when i saw mom come in, Dr.Yang and Dr.grey was there sitting eating som
fruit they got quiet when they saw my mother come in tha room. they stayed
quiet, mom sat three seats down from me. I was talking to yang n grey, was
telling them what Jackson was doing in tha surgrey. than heard mom said
"such waste." i said "excuse me?" she said "all those
years in school n u waste it." I shook my head, i said "im sorry u
feel that way mother, not everyone wants to be a doctor." we ended up
aguring back and forth, i stood up n looked at her as i said "im sorry
alright im sorry but im not sorry for breaking ur heart cause i didnt want to
be a doctor u tha only one who thinks im destroying tha family name, everyone
thinks im doing tha right thing, even granddad said so, he knows of our family
name but he never wanted us to be something we dont want, he wanted us to be
happy doing what we love not what he loved, and cause of im doing something i
loved i lost my own friend...my mother along tha way." she was scaring at
me had water in her eyes, same for me. than what broke tha silence was when
Meridith(dr.grey) said "Laurent, you're bleeding." she touched my
shirt i looked down saw it was coming from my left side, i place my hand on it
as i said "im fine...tell jackson im sorry i couldnt stay long, i'll see
yall at tha show." I left out tha room as mom said "Laurent
wait." I left on outta there got to my hotel suite clean myself and
everything. Jackson came outta surgrey saw tha look on mom's face, had noticed
i wasnt there, after merdith told him what happened. he made a face, went to
his office he was pacing back and forth trying to reach me on his cell. I was
on tha hotel roof standing by tha edge scaring at tha sky, when my cell went
off. i ans "ay jay." he said "hey wat happened are u okay?"
I ans "im fine, sorry i missed tha rest of ur surgrey." he said
"dont worry about it, i have plenty more." i said "i gotta go
see u tonite." he said "alright lil brother." we hung up, he
scared at mom when she came in tha room. he said "must u be so damn
stubborn, what does he gotta do to earn ur love again?" he stormed out tha
office before she can say anything. later that day Jackson and his friends got
ready to go to my concert, gave them VIP passes. i had on black skinny jeans, a
black long sleeve collared button up shirt, had tha sleeve rolled up, a red
vest, red suspenders and black hi rise air max jordans was looking real fly had
my hair brushed finely into a ponytail. was ready to go up on stage had my back
up dancers and singers was ready to go. saw my bro and them they smiled and
cheered for me. they announce me to tha stage the crowd went crazy as i came up
on stage. began doing my thang everyone was loving it they was having a good
time. Jackson's friend Callie was recording me on her cam recorder, than i
began singing my number one hit song "the morning" after a long while
the concert was over i met up backstage wit my bro and his friends, had
introduce them to snoop, and Jennifer lopez. we posed for a picture and
everything. then we went out to this bar to party, while we was chilling i was
feeling real lightheaded and everything. Merdiath ask "ay u ok?" i
said "yea, just gonna get some air." i went outside, she was getting
worried. as i was trying to make myself feel better i fell to tha ground, about
ten minutes later merdiath came to check on me, she open tha door had grasp
when she saw me on tha ground passed out she yell "Jackson!" she ran
to me, he came out along with tha rest of his doctor friends. he turned me over
as he said "Laurent, wake up man wake up." mediath checked my pulse n
said his pulse is faint we gotta get him to tha hospital." he was
beginging to freak out, they rushed me to their hospital. i was losing bp and
everything, he ask "wats wrong with him?" they open my shirt, saw a
gun shot wound on my side and some purple spots all over my stomach. they got
me to tha hospital and straight into surgrey, Jackson was about to go in, but
callie held him back as she said u cant go in." he was like "what..no
i gotta go in there thats my lil brother in there." she said "all
more reason for u not to be in there, ur heads not on straight." they grasp
when they heard tha line beeping real fast, he began to cry "save him
please." she nod her head n rushed in tha surgrey room. April rushed to
him to get him to calm down abit. he ended up punching tha wall had slid to tha
floor, mom rushed in along with dr.richards. they was freaking out waiting to
hear on me, i almost died on that table but came back. they manage to fix me
and all, callie had noticed i had something in my hand, she open it and saw a
locket necklace with a ring attached to it, she open it saw a picture of me n
my wife Leah and a another pic of our daughter Hope. she looked at me as she
said "he has a wife and daughter." Brian had called my sister in law
n told her what happen she rushed on out to seattle along wit my daughter Hope.
she was on tha next flight. couple hours later they showed up, Tina was holding
Hope's hand as they came to tha waiting room, she saw Brian n said
"Brian." he got up as he said "u made it in." she ask
"hows he?" he ans "we dont know he's still in surgrey." mom
and jackson was a lil confused, Brian looked at them n said "this Tina,
Laurent's sister in law, and this is Hope his...his daughter." they grasp,
they saw how much Hope looks like me. Callie came out to tha waiting room, she
told them i made through surgrey alright, just gotta wait for me to wake up.
Jackson ask "what was tha problem?" she ans "a lot of stress to
an old gunshot wound, which appartenly cause his stomach to bleed, we stopped
tha bleeding and everything so he's goin to be okay just needs a lot of
rest." then she said "just give us a few to get him into a
room." she handed Jackson my locket, as she said this was in his
hand." she walked away, he n mom saw tha ring he open tha locket saw tha
picture. they looked at Tina, mom ask "what happened?" she exhale
deeply than Brian ask "how about i take Hope to get something to
eat." she held his hand n went with him, Tina said "about a two years
ago, Laurent and my sister Leah were out these guys came up and jumped them,
Laurent fought long and hard with them so Leah can get away, they shot him,
when he came about he saw the other two guys went after her had shoot her point
blank to tha chest, they've been married for about about three years." mom
and Jackson was stunned about this, they didnt know nothing of this at all.
after a while they came to my room, saw that i was still out. mom came up to my
side, she place my necklace in my hand n close it held onto my hand as she
began to cry. she place a kiss on my forehead. a day later i woke up, looked
around saw mom sitting next to tha bed scaring off to space and Tina sitting in
a chair asleep. I groan a bit mom snap out of her faze, when i moan
"mommy?" she stood up looked at me as she smile "hey im right
here." i said "im sorry." she said "no im sorry, i didnt
know, i shouldve listen to u." Tina woke up n smile "hey you." i
smile "hey." she came up n place a kiss on my forehead, i groan as i
had mom move tha upper part of tha bed up, I ask "where's Hope?" Tina
ans "shes with her uncle, making u a card." couple seconds later hope
came in n grasp "daddy." she rushed over to tha bed as jackson came
in smiling. had climb up on tha bed she gave me a hug i held her tight, she
looked at me as she ask "are u feeling better?" i smile "yea now
my lil princess is here." she handed me tha card she made. two days later,
i was free from the hospital, and i was able to get Jackson, mom, brian, Meredith
n her husband n child, callie n her wife n child, miranda n her husband n
child, dr yang and her husband, to come out to Cali to my place for a lil
vacation. I told them they dont have to pay for anything its all on me, jus
pack a bag. I have my own personal jet,
we all was on had flew to Cali, got there five hours later. there was a stretch
hummer limo waiting for us, we got inside of it n rolled to my mansion i have a
Spanish home up on tha hills. we pulled up in tha driveway got out they all was
in awe, we came inside they saw how neat it is and everything. I said
"alright all tha rooms upstairs each have a bathroom, so freshen up and
i'll show yall around." mom ask "how many rooms do u have?" I
was walking up tha stairs when i turned and ans "ten." their mouths
dropped, they freshen up, i took a quick shower got out oil my body down spray
some colonge, put my briefs on, tan cargo shorts, a bob marley shirt, had my
white/ black converse sneakers on fixed my hair had it in a ponytail. went to
made sure Hope was alright, tha nanny was taking care of her. i went downstairs
to tha kitchen tha rest them came downstairs gave them something to drink, also
had my best boy over whose also my chef. i can cook too. i smirk "like tha
rooms." they said yea." i smile "lets get this started."
lead them to tha grand room, tha living room, than took them to tha hall of
fame i have in my house. there was pictures of celebrities i had worked with,
my gold and platinum records on tha wall, they grasp when they saw a pic of me
with Michael Jackson. saw some movies stars, then i lead them down to tha
stairs, saw that i have my own recording studio and theater, workout room, and
game room. then we went all tha way upstairs to Hope's play room where she is
at right now. their kids ran inside n began playing with Hope. I laugh "so
how about we go outside?" they shook their head yes, we went downstairs n
outside they grasp, when they saw my backyard and tha view i have of city of
tha hills. Callie said "its like a resort." i laugh "yea, that
what i wanted tha backyard to be, got tha Jacuzzi over there alil waterfall
there, and tha view of tha city there." then Derck ask "whats over
there?" pointing to tha garage that almost looks like a house. I said
"thats where i keep my rides." Jackson n them looked at me, we walked
over to tha garage, i took tha remote out of my pocket held it up n pressed tha
button, tha doors open the men grasp when they saw my rides. i got a lambo, a porches’,
escalade, viper, gt mustang, a low rider car, a low rider bike, two
motorcycles, Hope's bike, and a dune buggy. I looked at them saw their mouths
were on tha ground, i laugh "well dont just stand there go check them
out." they was like really." i ans "yea." they rushed to
tha cars. the women shook their heads as they laughed at them, after awhile was
eating dinner outside by tha pool. after dinner they got tha kids to bed, i was
in Hope's room laying next to her reading her a story me and her mom made up.
Mom stood in tha doorway, smiling as she listened to tha story. Hope fell
asleep i quietly got up fixed her blanket place her teddy bear next to her n
gave her a kiss as i said "night princess Hope." saw mom n smile i
cracked tha door, mom said "shes beautiful." i said thanks." i
thought for a minute, than held out my hand as i said "come on i wanna
show u something." she held my hand, i lead her down tha other hallway
came up to a book shelf i looked for the book n pulled on it mom grasp when tha
door slid to tha side, saw tha stairs light up we walked up as tha door slid
shut, came to another door, i open it mom grasp when she saw tha room big fish
tanks exotic fishes swimming around. i call it tha ocean room, mostly because
it makes u feel ur in tha ocean looking at tha coral reef at night while its
lit up. mom said "wow this beautiful baby." i said "thank u,
this is one of my favorite room in tha whole house come here to think, this is actually
where i wrote most of my music." After chilling in tha room, we went
downstairs to tha theater apparently Callie and them found tha dvd that has all
tha clips of movies n tv shows i was in, n music videos i did. Miranda and her
husband was checking out my dvd collection, she said "i see someone is a
scarface and godfather fan." I laughed when her husband said "what, i
believe every man should have that movie thats like that best gangsta movie
ever." me n tha rest of tha guys said "yeah." cristina said
"oh brother." Jackson came in from tha hallway as he said "dude
u got a conisession stand too." i laugh "wouldnt be a theater without
one." we all gotten some popcorn n candy had our wine coolers and
everything. Then mom said "im surprise u dont got a wine cellar." I
made a face as i ate some of my popcorn, they was looking at me, Arizona said
"u got one dont ya." i smiled they all laughed we began watching tha
dvd. they decided to watch tha videos i did with my boyz. then we watched tha
ones with just me, than tha movie clips. they saw i played quite a few major
roles in tha movies i did, like "illegal tender" "biker
boyz" and this one movie i liked doing "prince of blood" they
decided to watch illegal tender. the next day i was up early had on black cargo
fighting pants, and black hi rise timberlands. had my hair in a ponytail, had
no shirt on my tats were showing. was in tha backyard since im part of tha
Knight Dragons crew tha biggest largest most powerful gang(tha good kind) in
tha states, we all do martial arts. it was 7:30am when mom had came downstairs
into tha kitchen to make herself some coffee. she looked over to tha window
when she heard a noise, had grasp when she saw me sword fighting with my best
boy fellow member Trez. also saw a woman standing off to tha side leaning
against tha tool shed watching us. i was doing crazy moves and , backflips
and everything, Jackson came down to tha kitchen saw mom n looked at wat she
was looking at. Then we had our swords at each other's neck, scaring at each
other grasping, than we began laughing, had back away from each other bowed
than did our kd handshake. Queenie walked up to us we bowed at her she nod her
head. n said not bad, not bad." we talked for awhile than she left, then
we began walking back to tha house Jackson n mom pretend they was doing something. me n trez came inside, i said "oh hey yall." gave mom a kiss on her cheek n playfully punched Jackson on his arm. Then said "this is
Tony one of my friends, tony this is my mother n my brother Jackson."
To be Cont…..
The becoming of BabyBoy
Case: was coming in with mom(ms.A) when i heard Tru and her
crew talking. i want to be part of her crew so bad. for some reason i keep
feeling like im being drawn to them, like I’m suppose to be a part of their
crew. after awhile i was standing in the hallway, mom and ms.turner was standing
talking when they saw Tru and her crew walking down the hall they saw how some
of the kids had moved back they nod their heads at them. I was scaring at them,
Tru was scaring right at me. she had that look on her face, it was like she
wants me to be with them. Mom n them noticed it. Two days later i finally
gotten the guts to go talk to Tru. She was in the cafe, i had lied to my
learning center teacher and snuck down to the cafe. Got there i didn’t know mom
was in there getting some lunch. i saw Tru sitting down at the table i went up
to her she smirk when she saw me, I ask "hey, can i talk to you for a
moment?" she nod her head as she got up, we walked out into the hallway to
the other tables. i said "i want to be apart of your crew." she smirk
as she scared into my eyes. mom had saw me talking to Tru, she stood there and watched.
Tru had said "alright, gotta talk it over with the crew and the
queen...you will have to do some things to prove yourself." I exhale
deeply "i will do whatever it takes, im ready." she could tell i was
and said "alright, we'll finish this later today." we shook hands, as
we nod than i went back to lc. while tru had gotten out her cell made a call to
the queen. She ans "ay." tru said "he wants in." they said
some words and hung up. then she left along with her crew they had to go do
something. Tru had went to excel tech, while she was leaving from there she had
gotten a package ready. came back to the school, she knew i would be in study
hall with ms.turner. she came to the room saw me, i saw her she nod for me to
come out to the hall. I got up as i said be right back." went out in the
hall, she handed me tha package as she said "everything you need to know
is in here, you will be sent a txt of a location and a time you will have to
show up to that location...if you can’t get a ride there let me know and i will
provide you one." I nod my head as i said "thanks." she left i
went back in the room, tha bell rang i rushed on out gotten my stuff, put the
package in my bag and ran to the office saw mom and said "im gonna be home
a little late...hanging with friends." and ran down the hall. Turner had
said "saw him talking to Tru she gave him a package." that’s when mom
started to get a little worried. had went outside, walked down the street to
the bus stop. got on the bus and went downtown to the beach its my own lil
private area i like to go when i want to be by myself. Got there sat down and
looked through the package. read everything, than i saw a sidekick in the
bottom of it. turned it on and everything. then i head on home had hid the
papers in my folder with my hw and stuff, threw tha box out and everything. got
to the house, went upstairs. put my stuff up was watching tv with ally when the
sidekick went off. i looked at it, it was a message of the location i need to
be at and the time. i had message for a ride. couple seconds later it said
"art will pick you up." i went upstairs to get ready, had on jeans
and a hoodie. couple minutes later a car pulled up in the driveway. mom saw it
and said "who’s that?" I ans "thats for me, i got to the door
"see you later." left on out the house ran to the car and got in the
front seat. Art had sped on outta there. got to the location, had did what i
had to do and all. was gone for about three hours than i came home. was tried
as ever came inside gotten myself something to drink than i went upstairs to
take a shower. my whole body was sore from tha work i had to do. It was like
this for the next two weeks. mom and some of my teachers had noticed a change
in me. then one day at school, i gotten a message from the kick. had looked at
it said "tonites the big nite you've made it through your training, a
truck will pick you up tonight at 8pm. wear all black dress nice." I
smiled all big and , mom and ms.woods saw me laughing and cheering. heard
me said "yes i made it." later that day we all was at home, i had
took a shower got out oil and spray my body down had on my briefs boxers, a
black suit pants and a black long sleeve collared button up shirt it had thin
white lines on it, had a black armor shirt underneath it. Black belt and black
leather dress shoes. had on my necklace and watch. my shirt was a little
loosely tucked. Ally came in the room and smirk "look good bro." she
came up to me had unbutton the top two buttons, and said "there you look
more cooler." i smirk "thanks." she said "no prob...and
congrats by the way." i smile. she left the room, i had went downstairs.
mom saw me and said "wow you look nice, where you going?" I lie
"nowhere really just a party, dress up theme." than i saw a black
truck pulled up at the end of the driveway, i said "later, dont wait
up." i left on out the house walked up to the truck got in the backseat
and rolled on out. got to a big warehouse. it was the knight dragon house. had
went inside, after awhile i was welcomed into the crew. while i was standing on
the platform, Tru had said "kneel before our mother the queen of us
all...Queenie." tha gong was sounded we all kneel down, i was on my knee
looking at the ground. was gettin alil nervous, she walked up on the platform.
she stood a feet away from me and said "rise my son." I stood before
her, saw a beautiful woman with the most prettiest eyes i had gotten a strong
vibe from her, like i know her or something. she smile "you have made it
through proved yourself worthy had showed me you have what it takes to be a
knight dragon." Stone held up a big jewelry box, had opened it. it was the
dragon necklace. she grab it and put it round my neck and said "welcome to
the family, babyboy." i looked at it and smile i was given my street name.
along with the kd letterman jacket that has my nickname on the back, a bag
filled with money and all. after awhile we partied had a great time. i kept
looking ova at queenie. Tru came up to me and ask "you alright man."
I ans "yea, its that i keep feeling like i know queenie, i just can’t
remember where or when." tru said "she does have that affect on
people." while i was hanging out i had gotten the kd tat on my right side
of my body. was smiling as i scared at the tat. Queenie came up behind me and
smile "looks good." as she place her hand on my shoulder. they showed
me around the place and everything. she gave me a ride home, had pulled up in
the driveway had smile "thank you for the ride home." she smile
"its was no thang, see you soon." i smile "ok good night."
i got out the car, and went inside the house. mom was in the living room
watching tv. she said "hey, you made it." i said "yea." she
ask "how was the party." i smirk "it was pretty gud, tired right
now." had went up to my room had closed my door went in my closet had
moved some clothes out the way open up the lil crawl space, and grabbed a empty
shoe box open it up and filled it up with 12 thousand dollars had stack it in
there all nice and neat and put it in the crawl space off to the far corner, i
also had grab my nine millimeter gun out unload it and put it in another box
and hid it in the crawl space. had grab a sheet and place it over the two boxes
and put the lil wall door back in place. had moved the clothes back and left on
out my closet changed clothes had went into the bathroom to clean my tat and
put a&d ointment on it and went to bed. the next day i woke up had scared
in the mirror and said "time for a change." had smiled all big, had
grab some money and gotten dressed was gonna do a lil bit of shopping. i had
gotten a ride from Tru and Stone. we had went to the mall, had brought some new
clothes and sneakers. than i went to get my hair dye. had dye my hair black,
had checked myself out and i looked supa good with black hair. as i was walking
around i was getting hit on by a lot of girls they was feeling me. had gotten
myself a lot of numbers. mom wasnt home when i came in, i was happy so she
wouldnt see the stuff ive brought. came downstairs later that day for dinner,
came and sat at the table. mom and them was staring at me mainly my hair. i
grab my fork looked at them and said "what, lets eat." ally was like
"good color for ya." dad said "yea it looks gud but do the
ladies like it." i laugh "yea the ladies loves it, gotten about 15
numbers to prove it." me and him laughed. mom was the only one who didnt
say anything. all she ask "why?" i ans "trying something
different, im gettin older so i believe its time for a change." Ally said
"aint nothing wrong with that." monday finally came around, had told
mom i had a ride to school. she had left on out the house, i had gotten dressed
was wearing black skinny jeans, a long sleeve v neck shirt and a black vest,
had on black hi rise sneakers had a silver chain hanging on the side of my
jeans. had put on my dragon necklace had fixed my hair had on my watch, black
diamond studs and beaded bracelets was looking real fly i had grab my new
bookbag i brought and my kd letterman sweater. had went downstairs, my ride
came. i smirk when i saw Nami standing outside waiting for me. me and her are
seeing each other now. she's a kd too. i gave her a hug and a kiss on her
cheek. we got in the car and rode onto school. we all came inside at the same
time, mom was walking in the hallway with some of the teachers when she heard
some commotions coming from some of the students. she grasp when she saw me
walking up the hall with Tru's crew and my arm around Nami's shoulder. i was
smiling as i was whispering in nami's ear. mom heard one of the students said
"there's babyboy." had walked right past mom, she had scared hard at
Tru. Tru smirk as she cont walking.
Over the weeks ive became more popular, had found my calling
in music. im a crazy rapper. can rap fast and everything. became heard
throughout the streets of cleveland. even the kids at school love my music. and
some of the teachers even heard my songs. i've gotten closer to queenie and
everything was out every weekend working and hanging out with the crew and my
girl. was loving it, had gotten three more tattoos. got a tiger's scratch on my
right breast, a tribal tat all around my belly button and the lord's prayer
tatted on my back behind my left shoulder. wednesday came around, me and the
guys were coming in early to play ball. came to the school had changed into
bball shorts and a wife beater had my jordans on. came into the fieldhouse, we
was playing shirt and skins. i had my shirt off showing off my upper muscalar
body. the girls were checking us out. we was playing a good game some of the
teachers were watching us. than mom and ms.nelly came in the field house they
saw how everyone was watching the game. they came over to the other staffs and
ask "whats going on?" he ans "ball game, case's team is in the
lead." they heard another teacher said "they playin one hell of a
good game." mom gasp when she saw me. she saw that i have tattoos and
. i was going hard on the court had made the winning shot. everyone began
cheering and everything. Nami had came up to me with a towel and a water bottle
she handed it to me i smile "thanks baby." gave her a kiss on her
lips, mom was watching me the whole time. i dry myself up and drank some water.
had went into the locker room had freshen myself up and changed into a pair of
dark red skinny jeans, a black short sleeve shirt and black jordans, had my
necklace on and everything had grab my hoodie and came out into the fieldhouse.
mom was still there, she was looking for me. i went on over to the crew they
was playing some music and i smiled when i saw nami dancing with her girls. mom
saw me when i had snuck up behind her held her hips as i began dancing she
began dancing on me. was having fun, than the bell rang. we all left on out,
went to my locker to get my book and notebook for class. just as i was finna
walk to homeroom i was stopped by mom. she was like "tattoos when did you
get those?" I lie "been had them for a few months now, i knew you
didnt like them so i just kept it hidden from ya." i looked at the clock
and said "now if you're excuse me im gotta get to homeroom." i walked
down the hall had saw Tru we talked for a quick second and left on to homeroom.
later after school mom and turner had decided to follow Tru.
Tru: i was smoking a mild as i rode to the hoodhouse. did
some errands, ms.a and Turner was following me. i was sitting on the hood of my
car at the beach downtown by the science center. Then i heard ms.a and Turner,
i rise my head and smirk "have fun following me?" i got off the hood
of the car turn and looked at them. Ms.A said "i want you to leave my son
alone." I smirk "i cant do that." she said "why not, he
doesnt need to be apart of your crew?" Ms.Turner said "you just
jumped him in." I laughed "we're not that type of crew, we dont fight
each other in...I didnt do anything cept protect him, he came to me about
joining that was all him he wanted to be apart of the crew." next thing
you know Ms.A slapped me across my face. I took a deep breath, turner was
shocked as hell that happened. I looked at her, and said "your son is
fine, we're aint doin anything illegal he's safe, he's still doing good in
school he's grades are great...you have nothing to worry about he's in good
hands i wouldnt let anything happen to him." i fixed my hoodie and cont
"he's family now, family watches after one another." Looked at my cell
and said "dont worry so much, he'll talk to you when he's ready...more
important when you're ready to accept the truth." I opened my car door got
in and drove on out. As i was driving, Queenie had lit up another mild she took
a hit and passed it to me as she ask "did it hurt?" I ans "nah
it was cool," i took a hit of the mild and cont "dont blame her
though, she had every right to feel the way she does." I passed it back to
her, i said "does he know, you're his mother." she ans "no, but
i think he's getting the feeling."
BabyBoy: friday came around was going on a field trip for my
english class. mom was going along with some of my other teachers. had on dark
blue skinny jeans, a black short sleeve shirt that has a pic of bob marley on
the front, black hi rise timberlands and a black and blue hoodie jacket was
looking good and fresh. had my earbugs in my ear was listening to some music as
we was on the bus. got to where we was going, was doing to this art museum. i
still had my earbugs in my ear, was with my girl Nami and my boys Art Loko and
K'ion. after being there for about two hours we left had headed on downtown to
tower city. was walking around heard music coming from the square they was
doing some free concert thing for the people. we was sitting down watching listening
to the music, mom and the teachers were like three feet away from us watching
us and . next thing you know one of the host was walking by when he stopped
and saw me. he gasp "oh , babyboy you're here." i smirk as we did
a handshake. as i said "sup man." he was like "yo you gotta
perform for us, these suckas dont know how we do it in the C man." mom and
them was being nosy and moved a lil closer towards. the kids were like come on
babyboy perform for us." than nami whisper in my ear saying "queenie's
here." i looked over to the left had smirk when i saw her and her guards.
i thought for a min and smirk "alright, i'll perform." the dude was
like "yes thanks man." had my boy Art with me. we was given a mic,
the dude went up on stage he began hyping the crowd he said "yo yo yall
love him yall heard him all over the streets give it up for cleveland's finest
soliders babyboy and Art." the crowd gasp as they began cheering wildly. I
got up on the stage, as i said "whats gud cleveland." they cheered,
mom and them gasp when they saw me. we began doing my number one hit song
"cuddy buddy" i was rapping and Art was singing. everyone was moving
to the beat, than we did another song cleveland's fav club song
"Rockstar" had my boy loko come up on stage he was playing the
guitar. we was goin hard up on stage. mom saw that the teachers were dancing to
me, and the kids were loving it. After all that we was done, it was time to
head inside the tower city for lunch. i was hungry and thirsty from all that.
the class was inside getting something to eat, i had signed a few autographs
took some pic with some fans. had gotten myself something to eat, the teachers
told us we was sitting upstairs for lunch. we got there had smirk when i saw
queenie. had walked on over to where she was sitting at, gave her a big hug and
everything. we sat down she smile "was great up there." we chilled
and talked than she left. me and the crew was just chilling laughing when mom
and them came and sat down across from us. we just cont talking and didnt pay
them no mind. couple minutes later Nami got up she got a lil irrated cuz of the
girls asking me for autographs and they kept inturrpectin. she walked on over
to the railing and stood there scaring at everything. I exhale deeply as i got
up and said "its time." they was like "alright we got ya."
i walked on over to her, mom and them was watching. I said "Nami."
she was ignoring me, i stood beside her and she turn to the side, i stood close
to her as i tried to talk to her. she had on back to the tables than all of the
sudden music began playing. i began singing my other hit song "like we
grown" the class was clapping and snapping on beat. it was like a live
music video, i was dancing too. gotten Nami to smile and everything. grab her hand
pulled her close to me we was dancing and everything as we scared into each
other's eyes. I pulled out a diamond heart locket necklace that has a pic of me
and her inside of it. I smile "happy anniversary baby." the kids gasp
when they saw the necklace same for the teachers. she smiled as i put the
necklace on her. we kissed and hugged, they cheered and clapped i was smiling
all big. had saw mom was scaring hard at me. i didnt care, it was about me and
my girl today.
Four months later
Ive been pretty distance from everyone, for awhile. was thinking about some things. mainly about my birth mother. i know i was adopted
and all. I was in my room, had got up grab my jacket, went downstairs. was
finna head on out the door, when mom stopped me. she ask "where you going,
its getting late." I said "gotta go talk to someone about some
things, i'll be back around midnight." had left on out the house, had put
my jacket on as i got in Stone's car. he dropped me off at the warehouse. i
went up to Queenie's office, got to the door had knocked on it she ans come
in." i open the door she smile "hey case." i came in the office,
she could tell something was up she ask "whats wrong?" I stood there
and ask "are you my birth mother?" she scared at me, could see the
truth in her eyes. she slowly got up as she ans "yes, yes i am." i
had closed my eyes as i tried not to cry. had took a deep breath as i said
"i knew it, ever since i first met you..i kept gettin a strong vibe from
you." she came around the desk, i moved away from her as i shook my head
had said "all this time, you never said anything...you've been in
cleveland all these years and you never got me." i was crying, queenie
said "im sorry.." I shook my head and said "why, why you give me
away, didnt you want me?" next thing you know she tried to hold me in her
arms, i was like no, let me go." had pushed away from her and ran out the
office, she yell "case, wait." i ran down the stairs, ran outside.
Loko saw what was going on and walked up to me, i looked at him he handed me
his keys to his motorcycle he said "you need it more than i do." i
grab it as i nod my head, had got on the motorcycle and rode on out. had went
for a long drive. went to the beach had cried for a long time than i had rode
on home. Loko has two motorcycles so he was cool on me using one of them. mom
was in the kitchen drinking some tea was basically waiting for me to come home.
she heard a motorcycle pull up in the driveway. i came in, closed the door. had
stood there leaning against the door had my head tilt back. mom walk in from
the kitchen as she said "hey are you ok?" i looked at her and just
held her in my arms. she was shocked and weird out, its been years since ive
ever gave her a hug. I exhale deeply and let her go, had went upstairs to my
room closed the door changed clothes and went to bed. had stayed away for the
rest of the weekend. Loko had said i can give back the bike whenever i want. he
didnt mind me using it. had ignored queenie's fone calls. on monday i got ready
for school had got on the motorcycle and rode on to the school. on wednesday
since it was a late start, i was at panara bread sitting at a booth eating with
the crew after we ate we went outside, had stopped walking when i saw Queenie
leaning against her truck, she was parked right next to the motorcycle. Tru
said "talk to her." i looked at her, she cont "just listen to
what she has to say, man." I exhale deeply and walked up to her. stood in
front of her, she began telling me the truth "i never gave you up, you was
taken away from me the day you was born, when i was giving birth to you i was
having some problems, had passed out the after you came out...when i woke up i
was told that you died in childbirth...than about eight years ago i found out
that you was alive, my father had took you away from me forged my
signture." I couldnt believe, had drop my head, she cont "when i
found out i quickly looked for you but i was already too late you was already
being raised by another family, but i was never too far from you i was always
watching over you...you was being protected by the kds ever since you was
little." I began crying, she cried "im sorry casey, i am so
sorry." she pulled me into her arms and held me tight i did tha same.
After awhile i had clean myself up and rode onto the school. got off the bike
and went inside the school. the whole entire day i was quiet as ever didnt even
talk whatsoever. had did all my homework during l.c. Had ask tournoux if i can
go put my stuff up in my locker. she said yea. i had got up as i grab my books
and left on out the room. had went to the other side to my locker, got there
put my stuff in my locker there was about five minutes left of school. i grab
my bookbag, shades and helment. closed and locked my locker. walked on over to
jen's classroom. we had talked in the hallway. her class was still finishing up
a test. she heard what happened, i had gave her a folder. than i left walking
down the hall, as i was walking i was going through my playlist while mom and
Ms.B came around the corner. they was in the science wing when they saw me.
than they saw me stopped, was talking to Tru. Tru saw mom and browske walking
slow, to see whats going on. I turned my head saw them and said "i cant
talk to her right now, i gotta get outta here." she nod her head i cont
"just tell her i will be home late." we did our handshake as she said
"i got cha cuz, holla at me if you need me." I nod my head and went
down the stairs. Tru had stared at mom and Ms.B, than went to her locker. mom
went to her, Tru had grab her bag closed her locker door and saw mom walking up
to her. she sigh, as she turned to walk away. mom said "im sorry."
tru stopped, mom cont "im sorry that i slapped you while back." Tru
said "its cool." mom ask "whats wrong with my son?" Tru
turned around looked at her, mom can see that tru knows whats wrong. Tru had
took a deep breath and ans "he's just going through some things...its
gonna take him a while to come back, but he's okay just give him some time and
space he will come to you." mom ask "how do you know that?" Tru
ans "trust me...i know," mom saw that tru had went through something
simialar to my problem. than she cont "he told me to tell you that he will
be home late...hes gonna take a ride to clear his head." than tru had
walked up to mom gave her a lil hug as she said "he'll come to you, just
wait." then she went downstairs. waited for the bell to ring than left on
out. i had got on the motorcycle and went for a long drive. had ended up on la
dragon beach, thats owned by the kds. had parked in the lot, walked around in
the sand. scared at the horizen than i had called my boy Art and told him to
meet me at the studio, got some ryhems i gotta put on track. had got on the
bike and drove on to the studio. Art was in the studio waiting. i came in, we
got some beats down than i went in the studio and began goin hard on the mic.
Art was bobbin his head he was really feeling it. was making a mixtape it was
the best ones ive made. Loko came in along with Queenie. they heard i was going
hard on the mic, after doing five more songs. we had made a whole bunch of
copies, had my pic on it. it was a picture of me dressed all black, wearing a
black leather jacket and all leaning against a wall looking to my left, police
tapes all over the place. the mixtape is titled "Lost Soldier" we had
posted up one of my songs online letting everyone know my new mixtape is out
tomorrow. had already gotten over five thousands views on my song. awhole bunch
of comments saying cant wait for the mixtape, this song go hard. the kids from
school were ready to buy my mixtape. after all that we had left, had stood
outside with Queenie. she had place her hand on my cheek, i held her hand and
we just ended up hugging each other for a long time. didnt want to let go, than
we left on out. had went to go get something to eat, ate some of my food than i
drove on to the store to get some cookies had a taste for some. brought a bag
than i drove on home had pulled up in the driveway. came in the house, took a
shower got out oil my body down, put on bball short, and a tank top. had grab
my bag of cookies and went downstairs. went into the kitchen pour me a big
glass of milk. and sat down at counter. than couple seconds later mom came in
the kitchen, had scared at her and smirk as i nod my head. she gotten herself some
milk and sat down across from me. she had gotten herself a cookie and began
eating it. had smiled at me, i smiled back. had talked softly with her. i said
"you can stop worrying so much about me, im ok." she laugh "yeaa
thats not gonna happen." i laugh as i shook my head as i smirk "i
figured." The next day i came to school wearing black skinny jeans, a
yellow short sleeve shirt that has a picture of bob marley on it and a black
vest, had on air force nikes that has rasta colors on it. came to school looking
hella fresh, had my lil duffle bag. so did my crew we had sold my mixtape out.
even some of the teachers brought my mixtape. had sent some cds to some of the
excell tech schools had some being sold in the music stores and hair salons.
later that day i was delivering a package to sherwood's room. came inside saw
her talking to Ms.Lyand. mom was in the room helping a student. the kids saw me
and started saying "yo babyboy your mixtape is off the hook man."
they kept talking about it, i had smirk as i nod my head. had handed sherwood
tha package. she was like what mixtape?" one of the kids ans "he made
a crazy hard mixtape, its one of the best we ever heard." mom was
listening to the convo. than ms.lyland ask "can we get this mixtape, i
wanna listen to it." I had reached in my string bag, and pulled out the cd
and hand it to her. than i left on out the room, mom came up to sherwood and
looked at the cover of the cd. saw my pic and everything, mom saw tha title of
it. the bell rang, as the kids were leaving one of them said "listen to
it, he's really good." it was time for lunch and they decided to go out
for lunch today. they got in sherwoods truck and rode on out. had played my
mixtape, sherwood was bobbing her head. she smirk "wow i listen to alot of
rap but i gotta say this is one of the best ones i ever heard." they was
feeling tha songs i did. later that day mom was in tournoux lc class talking.
had heard dj and his friends talking, he said "yo man, case is black for
sho man he's most def one of us." turner ask "how can he be?" dj
said "you can just tell, he got that soul when he be rapping you can tell
he went through some stuff im like he goes hard on the mic." the kids
agreed one of them said "yea, he may be white but hes deftinaly black
inside." they all laughed when dj said "he's white chocolate."
than one of the girls smirk "i just wish he's single, i would def date
him." mom was like wow, just stayed quiet. dj said "yea well you
cant, he already got a lady on his arm and i gotta give it to him she's hella
fine, gotta give him props...hes a soldier." after all that they was
leaving the room, dj had gave mom and turner a flyer to my party that im
throwing. he said "yall should come to the party, this weekend its gonna
be on point." they looked at the flyer saw a pic of me on it, and it said
"come kick it with cleveland's finest Soldier BabyBoy this saturday at
9pm, wear red green black yellow. Rasta theme. 17+ 21+ will be waistbanded.
they looked at each other and mom smirk "feel like partying this weekend?"
turner ans "yep."
Saturday came around, i was at Queenie's house. had took a
shower, got out oil and spray my body down, had put on my briefs boxers, fresh
pair of green skinny jeans, a black shirt that has a picture of damien marley
smoking weed, had on black air nikes had on my studs, watch bead bracelets and
necklace. had my bandannas was looking hella good. had went downstairs saw ma
was ready to go, we smiled at each other as we left on out the house had got in
the car and rode on out. got to the club, there were a lot of people there.
they all was wearing rasta colors and everything.
To be cont.....
God's Angels (short story)
Micah: was dressed in all white, had angel wings n
everything. was standing up in heaven, talking to God and Sarafina we was
watching over my family I wanted to check on them, see how they were doing. It’s
been months since I was murdered, since I left and went to heaven; I didn’t
mean to get killed and leave my family like that. But I had no choice it was
time for me to go on home. While we was watching my family I grasp as I saw how
broken they are, I couldn’t believe it. my mom falling all apart my brother
running round the streets like a banger, n my lil sister, oh my lil princess she’s
so confuse and scared they miss me so much it was like I was the chain that
held the family together. I shook my head, turned n looked up to the shining
light and said "I got to do something I just can’t stand here watch them
fall apart like this." Sarafina ask "what can we do, there’s very lil
things us angels can do, Micah" I looked at her and back at the water as I said "there’s gotta be something
we can do." then we looked up at the shining light as God said "hmm,
maybe there is something you can do, Micah." I said "I’ll do
anything, father anything to stop their pain." He said "you and
Sarafina can go down there and help them show them the way back." Sarafina
ask "how we're only angels they can’t hear nor see us?" God said
"I’m going to give you the power so only they can see you and hear
you."
Moments later me and Sarafina went down to earth, we was
standing across the street scaring at my old house. She places her hand on my
shoulder as she asks "you ready?"I sigh "no, but I’m going."
saw a car pulled up in the driveway, my eye lit up when I saw it was my mother
n my lil sister. They got out the car and went inside the house. we came in the
house was standing off to the side watching them, mom had pressed the answering
machine, she quickly looked at the machine when she heard the name of the Joel
school being said, it said that Joel hasn’t been in school for a month. Mom got
so mad but was hurt more saw her crying. I shook my head as I exhale, then we
went and see what Lania was doing, she was playing in her room then all of the
sudden she stopped and turned her head to the side, it was like she knows we're
here. Heard her said "Micah?" Sarafina smirk "go to her." I
exhale deeply than I took a step n let myself be seen, it made a twinkle sound
she turned round n smile as she ran up to me I kneel down n held her in my arms
I smile "I’m here lil princess I’m here." she looked at me and said
"I knew he heard me, I knew he bring you back." I looked up n smile
"yea me too." then when I heard the door open I quickly disappeared,
it was mom. She ask "lania who are you talking to?" she smile
"oh I was talking ta..." she turned round saw that I wasn’t there
anymore, she grasp as she looked around. Then lie "Miss Susie jus playing with
Miss Susie." as she picked up her doll. then mom said okay well go get
your jacket I’m going to drop u off at your friend Melissa’s house, gotta make
some runs." mom left the room I reappeared, Lania turned round n grasp, I
said "I’m sorry, I disappeared like that." she ask "why u leave,
don’t u want mommy to see u?" I kneel down as I said "oh course but
its going to take some time to get her ready." we flew to where my brother
was at, he was hanging round some bad people gangbangers. I looked at him as I
saw him smoking n drinking, then I grasp when I saw the man who shot me. my
family doesn’t know who killed me nor does the police, I said "he got to
him, he was the one who been trying to get me n Joel to join the gangs, I kept
rejecting them, kept Joel away from them, everything I taught Joel...jus flew
out the window." Sarafina said "its time to get your family back
together." I nod my head, I went up to Joel, was still under cloak, I
stood by him n whisper "what are you doing, Joel?" he froze when he
heard that, shook it off n cont partying. Then he went for a walk, I walked
along with him, was talking, had said "why Joel, why you hurting mama like
this I know u hear me talking to you." he was starting to freak out a bit,
shaking his head. I sigh "I’m not trying to scare u lil brother but u got
to stop this, go home man." then I stopped when I saw a car pulled up alongside
of the curb real fast to a stop, saw that it was mom. She got out the car
watched her n Joel get into it bout him not showing up to school. She made him
get in the car they fought the whole ride home; I had Sarafina watching Lania
while I handle this by myself. Joel went to his room n slam the door shut, n ignore
watt mom was saying. after awhile he had snuck out mom had noticed when she saw
a truck pulled up in front of the house n saw Joel running to the truck n got
in saw mom crying n everything, that when I decided it was time for me to show
myself to her. she was on the couch crying her eyes out, I came n sat down next
to her as I heard mom said "oh Micah I need u." I appeared and said
"I never left mama." she grasp when she heard my voice n whisper
"Micah?" I said "I’m right here." she turned n grasp when
she saw me. She quickly got off the couch n backed away from me; she stuttered
"you're dead...how?" I got up took a step as I said "I’m an
angel." she saw a glow all round me, I cont "I was watching ova u
guys, he allow me come down." mom question "he...u mean God." I
smile as I a "yes." I moved closer to her as I said mama I’m so sorry
this has happened I didn’t mean to leave, not like this." all she can do
was hold me in her arms as she cried. After that we were talking, she smiles so
u was the one who Lania was really talking to." I nod my head as I can yes;
she was the one that caught God's attention she’s been praying to him for Me."
she ask whets it like up there?" I an "oh mama, its beautiful light
everywhere angels flying everywhere." Then suddenly I turned my head to the
right, mom ask whets wrong?" I ans a message." I listen to what was
it about, its bout Joel. I looked at mom and said "I gotta go, theres
someone I need to go see." I held mom's hand and said "I would be
back, I promise." I stood up and shimmer away, got to an area where Joel
is at, he was at an old hang out spot where we used to go and think and to be
alone. I was leaning against a tree, saw him standing there. I said "I
remember we used to come up here all the time, we would just talk about
anything even things that seem stupid to us, you gotta come back home
Joel." he was starting to freak out, n shout what do u want from me
man?" was looking round trying to find my voice, I said "I want u
stop this gangbanging stuff," he turned round and grasp when he saw me
appear in front of him. I looked at him and said "u gotta stop man mama can’t
afford to lose u too not this way, my life wasn’t supposed to be taken like
this, you gotta stay away from Wade has not what u think he is." He said
"I’m lost man when you was here everything was great, then u left I was
alone scared, I guess I jus went to the first guy that I saw." I looked up
to the sky when I heard God said "its time he knows the truth Micah."
I ask "are you sure, I don’t think he's ready?" Joel was alil
confused God said "he’s ready; it’s time for him to see the truth." I
nod my head then looked at Joel as I held out my hand as I said "its
time." he ask "time for what?" I ans "for you to see the
real truth about Wade." he took my hand and I took him back into the past,
he saw who murdered me. he was shocked and then he said "I should’ve known
he did, almost forgot he was trying to get us to roll with him since forever
and you kept him from doing it for so many years." I said it wasn’t easy,
Joel I really had to fight him fight the gangs keep myself n the family for
trying to get jump in, I know this is not the life I want for any of us even
for the other boys, they all didn’t have older brothers who really cared about
their lives and their families but you did I was doing whatever I can to make
sure nothing happens to you guys." We came back into the present, I said
its time for you to leave the streets." he asks how?" I said confront
wade of what he has done to our family." he said "what are you crazy
he'll kill me." I said "no he won’t, cuz I’m going to be there, I’m
not letting him hurt any of us again." we went to where wade was at Joel
confronted him about my death wade was finna shoot Joel that when I stepped in,
stood in front of Joel. Wade took a shot, the bullet hit me instead I groan a
bit. Then I appeared to wade, he grasp "the ***?" I looked at him,
wade got mad but was also freaked out, he shout "mother***a I murdered
you, you're dead." I said "that true, but I came back to stop you
from ruining my family, you already took my life, we wasn’t about to let you
take another." He scoff "we, the hell you talking about?" then
all of the sudden you heard eerie groaning then you saw dark black ghostly
figures flying around. I said "I told you before I had died that God was
going to make you pay for all the pain you've cost and all the lives you've
taken away." Wade was starting to get scared he began trying to run away
from the ghosts they grabbed him he began screaming and they carried him away
down into the ground. after that I walked Joel back home he looked at me I nod
my head then he looked at the house took a deep breath n went in. mom rushed to
the living room saw Joel come in the house he stood there and looked at mom he
began crying then mom ran to him and held him in her arms he cried "I’m so
sorry mama I’m so sorry I hurt you." then Lania came they all hugged each
other, they looked to their right when they heard a twinkle sound. saw me
appeared in front of them, I was smiling and said "this is what I wanted
to see for a long time." they looked at me and smiled then mom grasp when
she saw Sarafina appeared next to me, mom said "mama?" I was alil
confused I looked at them both then Sarafina smile "yes, it’s me
baby." I was shocked to know that she was my grandmother, she died before I
was born so I never gotten the chance to know her but I’ve been hanging out
with her since I passed, she been watching out for me since. Then we saw a
light come shining down on us, I sigh "its time for us to go." I went
up to them and hugged them, so did Sarafina. I looked at them and smile "I’ll
be watching yall, so stay outta trouble." they smiled as they saw us
leave.
Back up in heaven:
Me and Sarafina was floating back up to heaven, I looked at
her and ask "how come you never told me you're my grandmother?" she ans "I figured you'll find out sooner or later." we got back stood by God he was happy that his children were alright now and doing better.
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