A New Beginning

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This Is A New Beginning…
No Longer About Winning..
This Time I’m Going To Express My Pain..
Which Was What I Wanted When I Stepped Into This Game..
But It Didn’t Stay The Same..
I Started Making Myself Go Insane..
I Should’ve Stayed In My Lane..
I Should've Never Began To Change..
Cause That’s When Me And Poetry Feel Out Of Range..
The Words Use To Mesh Together So Smoothly..
Then I Felt Something Strange Move Through Me..
For The People That Knew Me..
Said I Needed To Get Checked Before It Began To Worsen..
But I Didn’t Want Treatment Didn’t Want Nursing..
I Became Enraged And Started Cursing..
I Started Becoming A Different Person..
My Poetic Talent Took On A New Version..
A New Personality..
I Was To High To Come Back To Reality..
Didn’t Want To Hear What People Were Trying To Say..
I Just Brushed Off What They Said And Went My Own Way..
Till This Day..
My Poetic Game And Me Haven’t Been The Same..
From My Flow To My Delivery Except My Name..
But Now Its Time To Get Back To The Old Me..
How I Am Suppose To Be..
You Will Now See Everything That I’m Feeling Day In Day Out..
I’m Going To Speak What It’s About..
And Describe Every Last Ounce Of Pain..
That Is Pulsing Through My Heart And Veins..
But Like I Said I Won’t Say I Am Back..
Cause Then My Career Will Fade To Black..
And I Don’t Want That..
I Just Want What I Intended From Day One..
That Is To Write My Feelings And Have Fun..
So Here Is To A Beginning..
I’m No Longer Here For The Winning..