I hate you

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I hate you I am not me anymore And rose petals don't seem as delicate and red anymore Everything just seems deceased All because you're no longer with me I wonder what on earth as a woman could I have did wrong Maybe if I had let your steak cook a little longer Perhaps I could have gave head to the same penis that entire multiple women when I was supposed to be the only one While the steak was cooking Because no matter what you do or who you freely enter I'm expected to be perfect for you How can a tainted soul be perfect to her supposed to be mr perfect who made her feel as if she was anything but Anything but good enough I'm sorry that my brain is way bigger than my ass And I find it more adventurous to sit myon a train and ride it to the nearest Museum instead of riding your washed up penis everyday when I know damn well I'm not the only passenger I'm sorry that seat seems to be taken A tsunami couldn't even compare to the emotional waves of tears that I've carried over the same situation over and over again I wish I could drown you in my tears like you have drowned me in your lies with no life jacket just sinking in your pool of lies nearly exciting planet earth until you slap every bit of taste I had out of my mouth because it frightened you that I may have been gone forever. As you are pulling me up from your pool of lies I still feel water oozing against my inner thigh letting me know that a prince is soon to be born to parents who aren't even near royal enough but for him I will make the projects feel like mansion and for for him I will turn noodles into shrimp pasta because he's the only good I've gotten out of this bad experience I'm not even me anymore All I know how to be is a mom That's all I have time to be And unfortunately I'm in the process of learning to be a father too I hate that I ever loved you