I been hurt so much in life that im numb to the pain.
I've felt that pain physically in so many ways that til this day I still don't know how im mentally still here.
Wondering why ive had to experience this pain in the ways that I did.
Kept blaming myself for the pain that I was feeling but in reality it wasn't me causing this pain.
It was the insecurities that you had about your past that you wasn't able to see what could've been if you could just stop and realize the mistakes that was being made.
It was the not able to trust in me that lead our miscommunications about things.
Constantly arguing and fighting with this pain that you had which left me with the biggest wound in my heart.
Now its hard for someone else to show me that they are that person I been searching for.
The person that can provide me with the love I need.
The person that can show me how to enjoy life without suffering and wondering whether or not will they cause me pain.
But its ok, I've come to realize that I can't put this expectation for the next man.
That not all guys are the same..
For that next man thats reading this now you're able to understand the root of this wound that i have.
Now i give my word that ill do my best to give my love to you and show you what it is to be that Queen for my King.
A'Briana Nichelle
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