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I have to speak as I seek to not be taken or shaken
But I honestly must say that I feel as if I’ve been forsaken.
Our situation is to damn precise
It may be, that pain is my vice
Seeking for divine Godly advice
Needing God to be direct and concise.
I diligently try to defy the pain as I cry
And everyday I continue to look up to the sky
I feel as if my only variety
Is to walk along with society
Seeking for emotional sobriety
Praying to God to acknowledge our piety.
I have to be blatant
I can not sit back & fake it
The situation
I can no longer take it.
How is my spirit supposed to revolve?
Around the Word of the God that at this moment dissolves.
He doesn’t even seem to care to be involved
Cause our situation for over three years He hasn’t resolved.
How can he say to insist, never resist
And on Him always rely?
But daily we cry.
Prayers seems to fall on deaf ears
For all these years I thought he would be a safe guard
Not make my life, the life of my wife and child more difficult & hard.
Too much pragmatic and easily dogmatic beliefs enter my mind
Yet it is God, the one true God in whom I seek to find.
It is safe to say that here is no way without Yahweh
Elohim is Him, the great Adonai that we praise
I’m bleeding and yet continue my seeking
For the great God our creator to create for us much better days.
And soon it will happen, at a time I have no control.
But the control that I have is to believe and to have faith & to know!
That He will do as He promised as He loves all His children the same.
So until then, I will continue to praise & glorify His name.
SkTzO
