broken silence

I hate the fact that without you i feel broken silence between us only means that there are words unspoken but I know you prefer it that way you prefer the quiet then to ever hear how bad i need you to stay you prefer the akward looks then to ever here how much better you are than any man i ever read about in books you see lines were crossed when i was double douching between lines that were unclear to me the way you made me feel was scary but i sat here two months later looking at the ice in your eyes while feeling your warmth between my thighs just to show how much i miss you hoping that somwhere deep down you miss me too i guess what im trying to say is i will do whatever i have to do to fix us two...I love you