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I weep in bitter hopes
We fall against the ropes
Our love for each other is great
But with each other we can no longer cope
I have tried
In doing so
I have died
You never cried
You have too much pride
This was just another ride
To you just another story
To me
Just was another lie
Spent and not wasted time
With each other
We prevented from reaching our prime
Together neither of us could reach our pinnacle
To you
I am now sarcastic & cynical
To fix me
It would take a miracle
My body is aching
My mind is broken
And my heart is breaking
I know the feeling when there is being a forsaking
I have been forsaken
My love for life is taken
Our marriage has been shaken
If this is just a nightmare
Please let me be awakened!
She is our glue
That keeps us bound and binded
But for each other
Our love is no longer blinded
No love lost
Just lost love
Love being the mind being open to facts
We thought we could merge
In each others lust we at first did submerge
But now being mature
The two of us just can not converge
It does disturb
It hurts me
To see her suffer quietly
Inside she has a riot see?
Weeping, crying, shaking from pain in her heart
She will suffer if we do part
But we will die if we remain
If I remain
My temper I will no longer be able to contain
From moments of wrath I refrain
It’s so difficult to any longer restrain
Hold onto the reign
There’s been heavy thunder
In the midst of the heavy rain
Where there was once love
There is now confusion
Where confusion arrives
Then comes the illusion
The other side is always better and grass is always more green
I just can not take
How you try to berate and demean
Speaking wicked and mean
How you have become distasteful & obscene
This is the new drama of the queen
Panoramic view of the latest
You think
In everything you are the greatest
You pretend to have no fear
With hold any human tears
But yet with eyes caught in the headlight like a deer
You still try to hold me near
It just won’t work any longer
I can't be you to make you feel stronger
You loved me for me at one point
But then lost touch of that love at the joint
Our vows must be withdrawn
We wake up as room mates
In the moment of dawn
We glance at each other
Look down and just yawn
We are both a bore
Boring to one another
No longer a married couple
Room mates that never touch each other
This is not the life I want nor do I expect you to live in
So I throw in the towel and give in
Because the last chance we had
You blew it
You wanted to remain unloving
Non-sociable
Never wanted to give me love
Show me love is too much effort for you
If you cant show what you feel unless its negative emotion
Then throw yourself into the pits of the ocean
For I will be like the fastest train
And be in constant locomotion
No need for commotion
For us there is no love potion
We just aren’t for each other as it is now obvious
Dint act oblivious
I just can no longer be
An image or shadow of what you expect me to be
I am me
I have learned
I have been burned and in the process burned
Wisdom is what I always yearned
Yearned to be the best I could be
For if you always do
What you have always done
Then you will always get what you have always gotten
That’s been my philosophy
Seems like you have forgotten
You and I are no longer in touch
I wish you the best and such
But I love you to be happy
And with me, there seems to be no rush
So from this point forward
You will not hear a peep from me
For I will now be hush!
SkTzO
