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I hate this world,

And it hate me too,

If it’s not one thing, 

It’s another,

To many obstacles,

Not a lot of success,

Why the *** is god keep testing me,

I’m tired of everything happen for a reason,

I know I can do it,

I know I’m strong enough,

What I’m not good enough?

Maybe I was just a fail experiment,

You trying to build me into a success,

Maybe I was a mistake,

You trying to show me I’m not,

Why are you toying with me,

I am not worthy,

I been faithful,

Faithful to everyone,

Including you,

I do what I am told,

Maybe that’s not good enough,

I’m on my own,

Can you see that,

It’s just me in this world,

Can you see that,

You created me,

 How should I know my purpose,

When you keep putting obstacles in my way,

STOP TESTING ME,

Created a yellow brick road for me,

I’ll create my own lane,

Be my own god,

I’ll be successful rather you help me or not,

I’m trying not to sin,

Why can’t you see that,

It takes a lot to hold myself together,

Can I get some duck tape,

Or Maybe some crazy glue,

I don’t know if my heart can take anymore,

How strong you want me to be,

I think I’m reaching my limit,

I’m not working on my time,

Not anymore,

I’m working with you,

All you doing is playing,

That’s from my point of view,

Playing with my mind and soul,

I’m about to taking that from you,

I wanna go back to church,

I’m so mad at you,

I don’t know who I’m praying to.