WAITING..

I was always waiting to catch you if you fall...

he said, damn right!

I have fallen life times across life times...

but on my part i had waited...

Too deep to arise from the fall of myself...

Where are you?

i ask...

I am waiting...

There's a cold in me that can't be warmed...

rugged up I stand against the storm...

and wait for you...

I'm always waiting.

All this time we put in , longing and anticipating...

just wating for a love to be reciprocated where somewhere deep down..

I gre frustrated...

unwilling to be free in his element, to connect to a love that is of himself...

it's easier to wait,

when you're told to wait,

than wait without knowing if there's still something worth the wait...

At some point , all these thoughts rushing through the gateways of my mind i am now choosing to lay out like ashes...

"Rest In Peace To The Dead"...

Aint no more waiting..

lights go out and the day turns into night...

A hint of light coming from a corner....

The curtains open and unveil

i'm all alone in the moon-lit night...

thinking about the days i lie waiting for you....

1 month turned into 1 year....

and all you have done was...keep...me....waiting...

This lovefor myself is highly elated, rushing like the winds of destination, fixed,observed, and expanded...

i learned that our realities are aligned in a much higher altitude...

Just a reflection of myself showing me better...

So I'm no longer waiting...

I am in motion...

And facing my inclination of human nature...

 

-SolitudeVibes