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Besides writing all the time
I take a moment
And
I wonder about u
Fantasize about u
And ask myself,
"Do u think of me, as much, as I think of u?"
It will feel pleasing to hear your voice
Once
In a while
My mood feels empty
When there's no interaction between us
U don't communicate with me
As u laid-back and done before
Your attention changed
It's hardly committed
In what we presented
The way u treat me
It feels so cold
Damn!
U seem so enclosed
Many times u been told
Maybe it's just me
Thinking this way
"Because",
It's u I want to hold
When I say, "I'll be okay"
I don't mean it
My heart is crying out for your tender touch
I love so much
Your love seems real
Yet,
It's hard for me to feel
When I store my heart in the freezer -
It's better that way
"Because",
My heart can't feel any signs of your love
And
My mind is just chillin'
Sitting on top of the hill
Imagining myself talking to Dr. Phil
U r working hard and there r days u r free
And
Still, u can't find time for me
U say, "U feel tired"
My mind tries so patiently to understand
But
My heart can't seem to know "why?"
It's so hard for me to say, "good-bye"
Sabrina Williams
(Chris) 
