Thinking of U

Besides writing all the time

I take a moment

And

I wonder about u

Fantasize about u

And ask myself,

"Do u think of me, as much, as I think of u?"

It will feel pleasing to hear your voice

Once

In a while

My mood feels empty

When there's no interaction between us

U don't communicate with me

As u laid-back and done before

Your attention changed

It's hardly committed

In what we presented

The way u treat me

It feels so cold

Damn!

U seem so enclosed

Many times u been told

Maybe it's just me

Thinking this way

"Because",

It's u I want to hold

When I say, "I'll be okay"

I don't mean it

My heart is crying out for your tender touch

I love so much

Your love seems real

Yet,

It's hard for me to feel

When I store my heart in the freezer -

It's better that way

"Because",

My heart can't feel any signs of your love

And

My mind is just chillin'

Sitting on top of the hill

Imagining myself talking to Dr. Phil

U r working hard and there r days u r free

And

Still, u can't find time for me

U say, "U feel tired"

My mind tries so patiently to understand

But

My heart can't seem to know "why?"

It's so hard for me to say, "good-bye"

            Sabrina Williams

                    (Chris)