I been trying to mask the pain,
Kick it behind me,
Like the devil doesn't exist,
Ignoring my pain,
So I can pretend,
Pretend to be happy,
Oh Julius,
I been struggling overall,
To look like a fool,
I'm fill with pain,
All kinds of pain,
All around my heart,
Ohhhhhh,
I felt a mini heart attack,
I'm fill with hurt,
Correct me if I'm wrong,
Do you even care,
I feel like you don't,
My heart becoming heavy,
It's hard to breath sometimes,
This pain is beating my heart,
I'm doing what I can,
How can you not see that,
Why can't I be enough,
I don't wanna fight or be at war,
With you,
But you,
We gotta want the same things,
I don't wanna fight or be at war, no, no
With you
But you
It doesn't matter what I go through,
It breaks my heart,
Seeing you happy with another s,
I thought I was falling for you,
Building so much respect,
You was always there,
Yet your disappearing,
Vanishing,
No more time,
I hardly see you,
Hey and byes,
What am I suppose to do with that,
I wanted to love you,
Share something,
At least apart my life,
I was willing to pull up with you,
This love that I have,
Is useless,
What does it mean now,
Tell me if I'm wrong,
Didn't you feel the connection,
Wasn't you a little happy,
I thought we had something,
Maybe I was imagining that?
I could be going crazy,
Now I'm stuck,
Between my heart and my brain,
Who to listen too?
I was crazy about you,
A part of me still is,
All so you could do me wrong,
Tell me,
Tell me why,
Why do I feel like I'm in love,
In love with you,
I'm so confuse,
Part of me fall in love with you,
All to be broken in the end,
I don't think you can feel my pain,
I'm digging holes in my heart,
Just so you don't see my hurt,
I couldn't let you see,
How much pain I'm in,
I was trying for so long,
Now I feel like crying,
Where,
Where,
Did I go wrong,
What was I thinking,
I tried to protect you,
Love you,
The correct way,
Where did I go wrong,
Why,
Why
wasn't I good enough,
Now I'm disappoint it,
Filled with hurt,
That love
That love,
Won't go away,
I been trying to forget it,
But it won't go away,
I really needed you,
Yet you left me on my own,
Feeling all alone,
Worrying about yourself,
You know I'll ride for you,
You know I'll carry you if you fall,
No matter how much you hurt me,
You know I'll be there for you,
But you,
You still decided,
I wasn't good enough,
Now I'm literally stuck,
Between my heart and my brain
My brain is tired and ready to go,
I thought you was my rider,
My heart is in love,
Holding on tight,
That's why I can't breath,
I thought we was creating something,
I guess I was wrong,
I don't know what you want,
Or what you doing,
We need to talk,
Established some communication,
Standing on the edge,
Will this work,
Or will it end,
I know what I'm praying for