How do I Feel???

How do I feel, like do you really want to know or are you just asking hoping your words will cover what your feelings show. 

How do I feel, like are you really ready for this long talk cause today was hard but if you wont hear me finish I won’t even start. 

How do I feel, like will you really listen or put your earphones on, dropping cubes on your phone while your eyes glisten. 

How do I feel, you ask but can you really stand the answer because these days judging by your actions does this “thing”even matter. 

How do I feel, you form these words into questions but it’s your form that I am beginning to question, cause your thoughts toward me don’t match your actions. Where am i going?

How am I feeling? Oh so I guess now you really want to know. When you see me walking with my bags towards the front door. Guess you know now I am not feeling your love anymore. 

On your knees, tears falling as you dropped to the concrete in disbelief some other “feeling” player came in and left with your girl like a thief. So now as I walk and you begin to realize that this is real, tell me player 

How do you Feel?