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Its time.
Its time to walk away,
I keep reverting back but I can no longer stay.
My life is pretty messed up and many have no clue,
sometimes I'm so lost I don't know what to do.
If I could change one thing at all,
it would have been that he caught me when I was ready to fall.
But, who would want to catch a screwed up soul,
carry all my secrets pay an unforgivable toll.
I was stupid when I listened to my heart,
should have listened to my head from the very start.
My heart has been through the ringer within this past year,
it never feeling complete again is something I fear.
I always hold onto what destroys me in the end,
but this time I must let go theres no room to bend.
I waited around always thinking,
but all that came was me slowly sinking.
Such a fool was I to believe,
always carrying my heart on my sleeve.
I will always want what I can't have and this is not smart,
so now its time to do me and make a fresh start.
Now is the time for my heart to heal,
take back these feelings ones you can't steal.
I will close the door behind me and lock it up tight,
I will throw away this key so its forever out of sight.
Its time.
Its time to walk away,
no more heart ache will I allow to consume my day.
