Unstable Balance

Thoughts swirling- Crashing like waves against the shore. Fears protruding- Exploding like a volcano up into the air. Reality distorting- Clouding like fog covers field. Heart longing- Begging like a homeless man often has to beg for a meal. Body shivering- Freezing down through my bones to my soul. Head spinning- Twirling like a horse on a never ending carousel. Soul wondering- Simply just pondering like a proven genius. Moral shaken- Jumping like a boy who has been exposed to his own weakness. Faith leaving- Packing up and relocating to somewhere else stable. Eyes tearing- Like a child cries under the kitchen table. Balance fading- Falling like a river-bound kind of suicide. Future wobbling- Realizing how truly lost that I truly am inside. © Crystal Floyd May 19th, 2021