Free association comprises ratiocination...

Bonafide catatonic doggedness,

nevertheless this stubborn stoic poet writ
afore and another feeble effort courtesy
exhaustive mental effort

he brewed den - brought about divine visit

analogously to solve mystery pinpointing

within suspense unveiling whodunnit.

Whereat your true
plane vanilla author's creativity
admittedly drastically did decline
bawling and crying
caterwauling putting any feline,

to shame, hence abandoned grandiose design,

cuz he suddenly contracted

(think fabricates)... what else
flesh eating bacteria unfavorable sign

finding me body stone cold supine

(courtesy brainstorm that went awry)
inducing purgatory nauseating
sensation to vomit,
nope not at all feeling fine,

hence literary dream subsequently mine
ambition tanking (think
kamikaze nose diving
minus parachute life line),
sought spiritual guidance ministered
severe existential nihilist crisis
(an understatement)... zip,

absolute zero, and nein
never to witness, nor

restored vigor and vitality,

(sob... sob... sob) ha how asinine,
hence garden variety germane pine
wood coffin evidenced
resembling somber funereal yahrzeit

(/?yär?ts?t,?yôr-/) recollecting late mother
helped beget kith and kin of mine,
than as now buzzfeeding appetites decline

possibly courtesy bloodily splattered
white laboratory coated
donned Victor Frankenstein
mister monster master's

repurposed cadaver delivers kosher eats

fancy feast grubhub groaning

outsize maître d' makes beeline,

nsync with anonymous canine,

corps speedier than any airline,

unbeknownst to yours truly posthumous
fame will inevitably yield moonshine.

Fast forward approximately
twelve hours later recuperated -
aide de camp resolved impasse with
partial writer's block slayed

attempting to continue quasi theme
i.e. avoid typing with fingers delayed,

albeit no matter unconscious

editing automatically peremptorily made

suppressing crude, fiery, ignominious tamed

loathsome offal rot earning F grade
securely unceremoniously waylaid
lurid outburst blandly diluted into staide

yawningly tedious figurative walled barricade,

when lo and behold atavistic beast erupts
 

fresh sortie attempts peppering enfilade

anew ideally unadulterated, unedited,
unexpurgated material ought be displayed

to allow, enable, and
provide raw emotional blackest shade

to resonate within mind
of unsuspecting reader,
 

who might take
objection with primitive grade

communication, and blatant
scathing writer somewhat afraid
to air unrefined sentiments
may cost popularity,
uncontested where cadre of

unseen followers thence evade
once popular rising sallying forth star,
whose emergent fame
(even if only limited edition
to cyberspace) will fade,

yet methinks loosing
stream of consciousness obeyed
 

fealty on one metrical foot
metaphorically uncorking

deep seated primal angst laid

bare like bleached bones

existential crisis oft times

gussied up to avoid tirade,
 

whereby woke parlayed

gut wrenching splenetic self degrade

ding soul bearing vile eruption

considerably quieted, stoppered, tamped...

courtesy linkedin, symbiotic maid.