Conflict

If you were looking from the outside in, you would think I was drawn to conflict or mediocrity. I was fighting both of those things, swinging with both arms flying and eyes closed. I didnt know where I was going but I know I didnt belong here.

And the truth of it all is that I was not meant for greater things, I am the carrier of God. I worship myself as I worship my fellow Gods. Lets see if you caught on to that. 

My dreams are Titanic but not destined to end that way. I explored the Universe and the only difference between me and the rest of the world is that I just got back. Every body else is just rushing off to meet the world, I am rushing to the intersection where I meet my true self.