What the?

If you have no idea what is going on, I would recommend you get out of there. I have no idea what is going on, Im trying to figure out where I need to go. Truth is I should have been gone a long time ago but for some reason I am still here. 

Still trying to feel like I havent failed but deep down I know that I already have. Ship sailed a long time ago and I am just holding on to the anchor. Im getting dragged too, my back is saltware infused barnacles. 

I should have never been in this ocean or on this beach but here I am, lost and asking that magic question.