The Rift

we were best friends in elementary school we became better friends in Jr high school something changed in highschool when we graduated we weren't cool I guess we grew apart where do I start our friendship was the nucleus part it's liken to a breakup it broke my heart I couldn't erase you I couldn't replace you I tried but couldn't hate you it's like you were inked in it would be too painful to have you removed I couldn't rub you off my skin we were so close people thought we were kin like you were my twin I think you thought I thought I was better than you that's not true I put you on a padal stool you could never be beneath me we were on the same level worshipped the same god struggled with the same devil when I'm in town you stop by to say hi but you don't stick around long enough to congregate I wish we could conversate but talk about those good old days depresses me I got a lot of regret in me thinking about how I could've and should've done things differently but things happen because it's meant to be so it probably wouldn't have made a difference in the end